Y'all I'm tired.
This week I feel ground down to a chubby nubbin. Not pissed off, not self righteous, not fierce at all. I feel very un-Tirade-ish. It could be the heat in my cubicle at work that I'm sure is about a kazillion degrees when the sun shines in Vancouver (I yearn for but fear nice days). It could be my really crappy food choices (bad, bad ones, don't ask). I feel like all the good has been sucked right out of me. So today when I was staring at a woman who I supervise wondering why she wasn't doing my job instead of me (cause she is that frackin good and I feel tired and old an broken down) I think I hit on it. I need a vacation. An honest to goodness get the fuck out of Dodge vacation. I have been going non stop without more than a few days strung together off since I before I started my new job. I went from working a job with some insane overtime to a job where we created a new unit from scratch. Mighty satisfying but I think I'm pooped.
And what is worse? It means that I'm less present for my kid and mate and dog. That truly sucks. This is a good thing to realise.
Now to do something about it.
2 comments:
so come out here already! you totally need a vacation and some good family time.
xoxo
or come to calgary. We have space, lots of space, and kids. HUNDREDS of kids to play with. Mr. Nate would have a blast and so would we. Come! Come! Banff is very close and we could keep Nate here and you and JJJustinson could go off on your own for a couple of days. We'd love to see you.
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